Anxiety fills my days recently despite the news that I am accepted at the University of Sydney. I want to be always positive but I just can't fully be sure that I'm leaving in June since we don't have the Visa and tickets yet.
So, we are supposed to leave on the 2nd week of June and I'm hoping by next week, everything will be finalized so I can be ready. My major preparation includes leaving my boarding house, making arrangements with my phone lines, making appointment with my dentist, shopping for some travel essentials, taking care of work documents and turning over some tasks to my colleagues.
I have barely a month to do all these and I just can't start any of it coz my mind is pre-occupied with the what-if-my-visa-won't-be-approved kind of thought. However, the good thing is that I don't need to worry about my arrival in Sydney; my family is there so no need to worry about accommodation, one major task off from my list.